Sunday, August 5, 2007

Beyond the point

I know God has a plan for everyone.  I wonder if God has a predetermined breaking point for everyone as well.  I wonder what mine is.  Everytime I feel like it’s been pushed beyond that point, something else happens to push it even further…hurt even more.  I know God is with me, I know he is helping through this, but I wonder how much that point will be pushed before I can finally breathe again…

I don’t know how much harder I can pray for some sort of release, but after all, it is only day three…

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Friday, August 3, 2007

Rain

I have no words right now, but this song is on repeat…

Rain by Patty Griffin

It’s hard to listen to a hard hard heart
Beating close to mine
Pounding up against the stone and steel
Walls that I won’t climb
Sometimes a hurt is so deep deep deep
You think that you’re gonna drown
Sometimes all I can do is weep weep weep
With all this rain falling down

Strange how hard it rains now
Rows and rows of big dark clouds
When I’m holding on underneath this shroud
Rain

Its hard to know when to give up the fight
Some things you want will just never be right
Its never rained like it has to night before
Now I don’t wanna beg you baby
For something maybe you could never give
I’m not looking for the rest of your life
I just want another chance to live

Strange how hard it rains now
Rows and rows of big dark clouds
When I’m holding on underneath this shroud
Rain

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